sillygirl27's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Forgive and Forget?? I called Chris on Saturday morning to talk. I was glad he answered. We talked about a lot of things. He cried again and then realized the timing of everything with me and Sean. I told him he didn't have to worry about anything. I wanted him and him only. So I sent him a text later that afternoon. He didn't respond. I called. He didn't answer. So, I did what anyone would do. I went by his house. Marched up those stairs and knocked on the door. I was nervous. I knew he was there cause I could hear the stereo theu the door. He answered. I was so glad. He had just gotten outta the shower so I went back downstairs to get Cait since I knew it was ok to go over there now. After he got ready, we went to get some late lunch. It wasn't good. I was still really upset and he didn't say much to me the whole time. We talked once we got back in the car for a few minutes and then he brought up the whole things again. So I told him flat out, "Look, I have appoligized for what I have done. If you are not willing to forgive and forget, if you are just gonna throw this up in my face everytime we get in a little disagreement, then I would rather not be in a relationship with you. It's your choice. But I can say that I would rather be unhappy without you, than uphappy with you." I couldn't believe I said that outloud. Normally I would have been begging for forgiveness. But not anymore. If someone isn't willing to accept my appology, then that's it. Sorry, I don't have time for ya. Needless to say, he ended up staying the night, and the day and I think he is staying the night again tonight. I truly consider him one of my best friends. We get each other, and that is good.
Oh and since I totally flubbed breakfast the last time I cooked it, I decided to try again this morning. It was awesome. And that's all I have to say about that. 9:07 pm - Sunday, Apr. 10, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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